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Yes.
Probably.
Though I didn’t have a name for it until I was much older — and as you can imagine, growing up without one made for some genuinely confusing years.
I know some of you will call this nonsense. That’s fair. Honestly? I’ve called it nonsense myself, plenty of times. When the doubt creeps in it shuts down for a while — a few hours, maybe a day or two. So what follows is just my honest attempt to describe how I actually experience this thing, in words that don’t quite fit it yet.
It starts as a flash. Not quite a sound, not quite a feeling — more like a tone, or a hum, somewhere inside my head. Then comes what I can only call an oscillation. A calibration. And then it expands — a wave of energy that begins as a tingling across my skin, almost like conductivity, like I’m suddenly able to read the atmosphere around me.
If I can get quiet enough in those moments — and that takes real discipline — I get goosebumps. I can actually see the hair on my arms rise.
Like antennas. Weird as hell, I know. But that’s just the activation phase.
From there it becomes something like a wheel on an axis, spinning faster and faster, building energy, until my awareness extends well beyond my physical body. I know how that sounds. I’m still slightly freaked out by it too, if that helps.
When I was five or six years old I could stretch that field maybe a couple of meters. It scared people. So I stopped doing it around others, the way kids do when something makes adults uncomfortable and nobody explains why. I just kept practicing quietly, on my own, for decades.
Today — and honestly for the past ten years or so — I can push that field kilometers. That still trips me out, I won’t pretend otherwise.
The sensing itself is like being an orb of pure reception. I can’t fully describe the input yet. I’m still finding the language.
So why am I telling you this?
Partly because I can feel that some of you are nervous. Maybe wondering what it means that I’m in your orbit. So let me be direct: don’t be afraid. I’m not a threat, and this isn’t something I deploy as a tool — it doesn’t work on command, it isn’t mine to weaponize, and frankly it demands a level of mental stillness and focus that makes casual surveillance sound exhausting.
What I will say honestly is this: I read people. Micro-expressions, body language, the subtle gap between what someone’s voice is doing and what their words are claiming — I notice it. Even through a screen, across an ocean, most of the time. I rarely mention it. But yes, roughly 97% of the time I’m picking up whether someone’s external presentation is matching their internal reality.
If that makes you want to keep your distance, I understand. Truly.
But if you’re curious — or even a little intimidated and can’t quite explain why — please reach out anyway. I’m not dangerous. I’m just someone who’s been quietly paying very close attention for a very long time.
Come as you are.
That’s all I’m asking.🙏
— Hans
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Thank you for sharing this. You publish voraciously and I find it difficult sometimes to keep up with your thoughts. I still find what you published though. Extremely interesting and many thoughts. I have often shared with you by myself. Keep being yourself. Next week I travel to Amsterdam Netherlands, and I will sense you as close as I can .peace.